tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3970107367750306082024-03-05T17:07:36.744-08:00A one and a two...Maggie Harrisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16592096078728328744noreply@blogger.comBlogger84125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397010736775030608.post-65963412119220199562013-01-01T19:26:00.001-08:002013-01-02T20:21:40.700-08:00Keep calm and carry onHere we are. A new year, full of new goals and plans (or maybe just old goals brought back to life). Maybe it's the holidays and all the time I've had with friends and family and the two week vacation I've had with Joe, but it's hard to shake my positivity.<br />
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Last Thursday, we had our follow up appointment with the behavioral psychologist that saw Davey at the beginning of December. I drove to the appointment alone, full of anxiety. Not because of what I might hear, but just because I wanted it over with. All the speculation over my child has been nothing short of heart wrenching and it takes everything within me not to scream "Leave him alone!" But you can't react that way to care and concern. Or maybe you can and I just lack a back bone. It's probably that second one.<br />
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After waiting for the doctor for what seemed like a year, she finally called me back to her office and sat me down with hundreds of pages in stacks. They were a mix of literature on children with special needs, files based on his medical history, all the questionnaires I filled out at the last appointment, and I caught myself scanning over every stack just looking for that one word. Autism. Just go on and say it, lady. My kid has some form of autism. Sure enough, about 10 minutes into her explaining a bunch of stuff that was basically just white noise to my right brained self, there it was towards the bottom of the page she was pointing out - "It is likely that Davey has Pervasive Developemental Disorder - Autism Spectrum". I took a deep breath, waiting for her to get to that part of the page. I forced myself to tune in a little harder so I could really understand how she came to that conclusion. She said a lot about how he was a very kind natured child. He's very easy going. But that this would be a probably be a problem when he reached school age, as he places no value on someone asking him to do something. He's in his own little world. He's interested in the things he's interested in, but doesn't care about things he isn't. And, again, this is a problem... <br />
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I asked a million questions, trying to wrap my head around all this information. But I was never...scared. Not upset. Not unsure of what to do next. I engaged with the psychiatrist, and understood that basically all of this stuff just means Davey understands things differently from "normal" children. I've always wanted my children to be as individual as they can be. Please be different, little birds. There shouldn't be anyone like them. It wouldn't be right. She said that these things Davey wasn't doing were things that would just require Joe and I to spend more time with him and really get to know what makes Davey motivated. What makes him happy. Deal! I just couldn't be afraid of what this doctor was telling me. I heard her words, but I also knew what they meant. And then, all of a sudden, SHE started crying! One of the stranger parts of the appointment. She said she sees parents all the time, that she has to deliver this kind of news to. And every time she does she sees complete and total hopelessness wash over their faces. They usually break down and don't know what to do from this point. And here I was, smiling, staying positive, and not letting this stir me or make me think any differently about my darling prince. And that made her cry. Which really meant a lot to me and has since made me maintain that positivity. <br />
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All that being said, Joe and I talked about all of the information she gave us. We talked about how we felt about this doctor and about how our pediatrician, who's seen Davey since he was 6 months now, and who has screened Davey FOUR times for autism, didn't just disagree with the diagnosis, but seemed a little upset with how much he disagreed. I never felt comfortable with this psychologist and seeing her at all was just to get insurance to cover him for speech therapy, not because we felt there was a need for seeing a behavioral psychologist. All of this went against what felt right to Joe and I. She called Davey "Aubrey" (his middle name) on several occasions, despite me correcting her. She said things in his evaluation about how he "was unable" to stack rings on a ring stacker and "was unable" to build a tower with blocks. But those things were only available to him for about 10 minutes and he was never asked to do either of those things. I don't know that he would have, but he might have. Our pediatrician recommended a second opinion from a more reputable doctor. And Joe and I have talked about the fact that this doctor may come back and say "well, yes, he does have PDD", and we need to be prepared for that. But ultimately, when discussing our child and his life, we want to be comfortable and satisfied that someone did what we feel is a thorough job. And while the doctor we saw was perfectly fine, she wasn't one we were ever comfortable with.<br />
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Maybe Davey is part of this world of autism spectrum. Maybe he'll learn things differently from Charlie. Maybe he'll see the world in a different way. In Davey's own particular way. If you want me to me scared or worried about those things, you're barking up the wrong tree. I can't be scared that my child - my beautiful, brilliant child - has anything "wrong" with him. That it's "wrong" or that it needs to be "fixed" that he does these things in his own way. Yes, I want him to be successful in a school setting and I do think it's important to take measures necessary to make him somewhat school ready. I think, for now, at 3 years old, those measures are speech therapy. I think, like everything in life, the best approach is one step at a time. It was only two years ago that we were literally teaching Davey to take one step at a time. Put one foot in front of the other and trust that mommy and daddy will help you if it gets hard. Here we are now and that lesson is exactly the same and just as meaningful.<br />
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I'm scared of car accidents with my kids in the car. I'm scared of high fevers and their teenage years when they don't want my hugs as much. But I'm not scared that something is wrong with this sweet boy. Look at him. Everything about that child is exactly right. If he has autism, if he writes with his left hand instead of his right, if he sleeps in his tepee tent for the rest of his life, nothing is wrong with my amazing boy. He's just as he should be. Happy and three.</div>
Maggie Harrisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16592096078728328744noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397010736775030608.post-22491508946758708042012-12-03T18:28:00.000-08:002012-12-03T18:28:28.637-08:00Still perfectFor the sake of keeping people informed, that want to be informed, here's where we are now with Davey Dude:<br />
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We've been doing speech therapy now for almost 3 months. I'm so glad we decided to do it. The differences in Davey have been really great. He's so happy again. He's understanding what we're saying and he's able to communicate certain needs of his own. We still have a lot of work to do, but to see him happy and comfortable in his world, when he was starting to get so frustrated, it a relief beyond anything you can imagine.<br />
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About two weeks ago we got a phone call that the kids insurance was no longer going to pay for Davey's speech therapy. Speech delays, on their own, are not covered by our insurance anymore. I was immediately thrown back into this scary place where I had NO idea what to do. After reading our insurance manual (that thing is a monster), I found that if a behavioral psychologist and a pediatrician signed off on a speech therapy request, the insurance company would cover him. So we set up an appointment on Friday and lucked out that the behavioral psychologist had a cancellation this morning so we could get in right away.<br />
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These appointments with a behavioral psychologist are crazy in depth. Three hours of questions on top of questions while we watch to see how he plays with toys. It's enough to make you go insane because all you're thinking about is "Can we get to the end of this so you can tell me what we're up against?" And then of course, three hours later, the psychologist couldn't tell us anything. She wanted to meet with his speech therapist to compile all of the information she could to pinpoint exactly what's going on. What she would tell me is that if he does have autism it's very slight and that it wouldn't even be under the umbrella of Autism Spectrum Disorder. Apparently there are cases of autism that just barely qualify as autism, but aren't in the spectrum. It's very confusing. It could also be something called P.D.D., or Pervasive Defiant Disorder. It seems like P.D.D. and O.D.D. (Oppositional Defiant Disorder) are disorders that ride the line of autism but cannot be classified as autism. Basically, besides the delay in speech, Davey doesn't get rewards and consequences. He doesn't care about them. This isn't to say he's a defiant kid or unruly. He's quite the opposite. He's one of the easiest kids. He's so pleased with everything. But unless it's something he's interested in, he won't attend to it. If you asked Davey to clean up his room so he can earn a sticker, he wouldn't care about the sticker. This can become a problem when he reaches school age because if a teacher says "It's circle time", even if Davey knows what circle time means, he doesn't make the connection that it's something he needs to go do, even if he's not interested. Does that make sense? It barely does to me.<br />
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Everything has been a roller coaster lately. I've been anxious and overly worried. And I guess that's typical, whether or not your child is going through any of this. I do feel a sense of peace after today though. Because Davey is happy. I measure success in life by happiness. Davey is living a successful life as a 3 year old. The rest of this stuff, the behaviors, the speech, it can be learned. My dad said something to me (well several things) that really stuck : "Everybody has something". And that's so true. Charlie had her thing, she may have more things. I've had anxiety and depression, my brother has OCD, I have friends who have a variety of medical issues - we all have something. <br />
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With all of that said, I'm just thinking about how grateful I am. It sounds weird, because we all want the best for our kids, but I'm kind of glad my kids have hit the big bumps in their road so early. I want so badly for them to value life and enjoy life and understand that even though it's hard, it's also really, really fun. And I feel like they've been so fortunate to learn that lesson so early. <br />
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Don't let those hurdles knock you down, little soldiers. Mommy's got you.<br />
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Maggie Harrisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16592096078728328744noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397010736775030608.post-80358908351162518052012-09-27T13:19:00.000-07:002012-09-27T13:19:10.757-07:00PerfectFrom the minute I was wheeled out of the operating room after having Charlie and Davey, and being brought to the window to see them for the first time, the word "perfect" was all I could see, think and feel. In two months exactly, the twins will be 3 and "perfect" is still the only word I have for these little birds.<br />
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It's been a hard week. And I think we have some harder ones ahead. I'm not sure what direction things will go and it's the not knowing that, for me, has been even more difficult. I was never a control freak...until I had kids. Now I live by a plan. But you can't plan this kids growing up thing. There's just curve balls right and left.<br />
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Over the last 2 years, we've gone through a lot with Charlie and it seems like it's all we talked about for awhile. It may have seemed like Davey was overlooked. Admittedly, we took advantage and enjoyed the fact that Davey has always been a relatively easy child. He's had his moments. Teething was so hard on him, though it never bothered Charlie. He had a short spell of major tantrums soon after Charlie's surgeries were all over, which we attributed separation anxiety. Davey's always been a quirky, sweet, head in the clouds, but also very focused child. We've always known he was smarter than the average bear. <br />
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When Davey went through that tantrum spell back in late July of last year, it was alarming to some and so I took him to our pediatrician. I mentioned that along with the recent tantrums, he had some obsessive behaviors. He tended to play with only certain color blocks and he liked to carry certain toys with him everywhere, never really letting them go no matter what. It was the first time he was screened for Autism. Our doctor said, first of all, he was about 20 months old and that was generally far too early to worry about any sort of Autistic symptoms, but that Davey's behaviors seemed pretty normal. They weren't like Charlie's, but that didn't make them something to worry about. And at the kids two year checkup a few months later, both kids were screened for Autism because it's apparently routine at those checkups.<br />
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It was back in May that the question came up again, if Davey's behavior was...off. Charlie was really starting to talk and communicate while Davey wasn't. He was saying his alphabet and counting and saying a few other things here and there, but most of them were things he was repeating rather than asking for. He's always been easily distracted but getting his attention seemed harder than it should be. At the time, I wasn't concerned. I just thought my kid was quirky. I liked that he was quiet and mild mannered and so observant. Still, the concern seemed to be genuine and came from family and so, despite my own feelings, I thought there was a possibility I was missing something. I took Davey for his third Autism screening. The pediatrician came back with the same results - Davey was fine. He was just a super smart, kind of quiet kid. He did mention that we could consider speech therapy for Davey because he was delayed, but that it was ultimately up to Joe and I. Knowing that Davey was premature, a twin, AND a boy, we had anticipated some delays and decided to give it a little more time before pursuing anything. Not to mention, Charlie talks so much and it's non-stop. So there's rarely a need for Davey to talk. He was a happy kid and we felt like if wasn't broken, why fix it.<br />
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Here we are now. We're two months from Charlie and Davey's 3rd birthday. And Davey's speech hasn't improved. I don't know that it's regressed more, but it hasn't gotten better. I was starting to feel bad that my kid couldn't tell me what was bothering him or what he wanted. So I called our pediatrician and went ahead with the referral to a speech therapist. <br />
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Monday was our first meeting. It was short and was just a chance for the therapists to get to know Davey a little and ask some questions. I didn't leave the meeting feeling any sense of relief like I was hoping, I have to say. While nothing was definitely said about Davey, other than him having a speech delay, the Autism subject did come back up. It wasn't that he had it. But it wasn't that he didn't. Ultimately, a Behavior Specialist is really who determines that kind of thing. Should Davey not show any real improvement over the next month or 2, the speech therapist said she'd recommend we take a meeting with the Behavior Specialist. Which, to me, translates as "Good luck being a nervous wreck for the next month or 2 while you wait."<br />
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After every screening we had with Davey I've breathed a sigh of relief. Everything's going to be ok. But this feels so open ended. And in an effort to get educated about speech delays, of course there's a lot of mention of Autism. One in 88 children are diagnosed with Autism Spectrum Disorder. And I find myself sifting through all of my friends on Facebook, counting every kid and wondering, is my kid the one in all of these kids? Can I handle that? Can we handle that? Should I even be thinking about that? I guess there's this little tiny thing inside of me that thinks this is a real possibility. I could hear this dreaded diagnosis in the next 4 to 6 weeks. And then what? Of course any and everyone would say it's silly to worry about something that hasn't even happened yet. But, ya know, how realistic is that? How realistic is it for me to not spend some of this time worrying? <br />
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Don't read things on the Internet, you guys. No good can come from it.<br />
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At the moment, we're just dealing with a speech delay. And it may be the only thing we have to deal with. Davey likes to be held while you read to him and is such a smiley, happy kid. He likes to race Charlie through the kitchen and shouts "On your mark, get set, GO!" He's really into puzzles and cars and just recently graduated to a big kid bed. He's also recently discovered how to open all the doors and that he's tall enough to control the lights being on or off. The power is going straight to his head. His sweetness has never changed. And if there's something more to what's going on with Davey, well, then, there just is. I guess I can't too far ahead of myself. Those lines of what's a disorder and what's just quirky behavior are SO THIN these days. You can barely see them.<br />
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It's been such a hard week. I've cried more times than I can count. Just riding my bike on my normal route, listening to "Don't Stop Till You Get Enough" and boom - I'm crying. I start to wonder if the people passing me in cars can tell I'm crying. And then I start to think, "who cares". When Davey repeats a word and uses it correctly, my heart skips a beat and I get this false sense of "Oh, ok! He's in the clear! He asked for an apple!" and then just as quickly as I think that, it takes me 50 tries to get him to say the next thing. No matter what, this is hard.<br />
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But, ya know, Joe and I went through so much with Charlie. It was so hard. But at the same time, it made us strong. It made us confident. I'm a firm believer in things happening for a reason. I have these scars on my arm from a car accident 7 years ago. I used to hate them. I hated wearing sleeveless shirts. And when Charlie had her surgery and the doctor said, "She'll always have those scars!", I thought, "THAT'S why I have those scars of mine! So Charlie will know you can grow up and have tons of friends and fall in love and have a family, even with big, visible scars." And now I think, maybe Charlie's surgeries happened as a way to toughen us up. Because here we are at our next challenge. And trust me - speech therapy alone is a challenge. It's constant talking and constant observing, all while Charlie is talking and answering all the questions I ask Davey before he gets a chance and watching Davey get frustrated that things aren't like they were just last week, and needing to cook and clean and sleep and shower and do those things I need to do. It's a challenge. But I know we've got it. I know we can do it. <br />
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It can be really hard sometimes. It's really easy for friends and family to starting talking medical talk or giving more advice than I asked for, despite the fact that it's coming from the best place (I know that). I'm currently in a position where I just want to talk about it and hear "Davey is awesome. And that's just that". There are a lot of times that I feel like I can't talk to anyone. Not that no one around me wants to listen. But it's such a sensitive topic. And I know I'm sensitive. And if I'm afraid that I'll hear something I don't want to hear, I just won't talk about it. And then I start to get that lonely feeling. But I've started to find my small handful of people to talk to. I'm really happy that Joe is one of those people. We are a great team, that Joe and I.<br />
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I'm fried, I'm drained, and I just want to curl up in a ball and sleep it off. All this worry. It's taxing. I started this blog so that people could read about the things we went through with Charlie and in hopes it would be helpful to parents with kids that were born with Charlie's condition or one similar. And I started it for my parent friends to read and to know that we're all deep in stress and struggle. We're all in this together. It's weird to think I might pick this blog back up in hopes that I can be helpful to other parents with kids with speech delays and other possible disorders. And I'm tearing up as I type this - I really, really hope we're all in this together.<br />
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Maggie Harrisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16592096078728328744noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397010736775030608.post-46185156187181275872011-07-21T20:03:00.000-07:002011-07-21T20:10:15.528-07:00I love (summer time edition)...<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj6lEpCqIqIHQvHijKBfIzpax8JVK2PQynlnKfzgPOwGn8iY8qq7PGpjNXnsDuIgBSkN_NjWj3JLwe-ghxG4_o0Z2hMKi-_aecF0qzPQUQtnnuUd6HjiOaks2N4R7EWZp6WKjBYaIOOKsdk/s1600/IMG_0926.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj6lEpCqIqIHQvHijKBfIzpax8JVK2PQynlnKfzgPOwGn8iY8qq7PGpjNXnsDuIgBSkN_NjWj3JLwe-ghxG4_o0Z2hMKi-_aecF0qzPQUQtnnuUd6HjiOaks2N4R7EWZp6WKjBYaIOOKsdk/s320/IMG_0926.JPG" t$="true" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div>Maggie Harrisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16592096078728328744noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397010736775030608.post-78224193916781477412011-07-21T18:51:00.000-07:002011-07-21T18:51:14.927-07:00Oh hey...Yeah I just noticed the date on my last post. Did that say May 24th? No. That can't be right. Looks like ol' Blogger is making mistakes right and left.<br />
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Ok so it's possible I have been gone for awhile. It is possible. And for those wondering, I'll tell you where I've been - I've been in no more cast, two 20 month old babies, everyone and their mom is in town, trying to keep up, never stop baking, summer time, fun time...land. That's where I've been.<br />
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But I sure have missed it around here.<br />
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Since I started this blog, in part, because of Charlie and her surgeries and spica casts, let's start there.<br />
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June 6th was a really big day for us. It was the end of the year and a half long journey we started in correcting Charlie's legs. After being born with her knees being hyper extended (bent in the opposite direction) and having her feet literally at her ears as a result of her legs being dislocated from her hips, Charlie underwent three corrective surgeries. From those surgeries she was put in a total of five spica casts. And on June 6th, after cutting tendons and putting in metal plates, the last cast came off. She was done. We (SHE) had made it! It was a day that was about as great as the day my kids were born. Finally we could start looking forward to first steps and Charlie getting a chance to get her brother back after all those times he took her toys and ran off. She could go get them back. And we knew Davey would be glad she did. He wanted to walk and run with his sister. They were meant to do that together.<br />
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Ready for this dirty thing to come off...<br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Every day since June 6th has been remarkable. I swear. EVERY SINGLE DAY. I'd be lying if I said the 18 months we went through to get here were easy. But none of that matters now. We're bending those knees, we're smiling, we're laughing, we're having early symptoms of terrible two's, we're eating mac and cheese, and we're living life. Who cares how we got here? We're here!</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
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Don't stop belivin', you guys.Maggie Harrisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16592096078728328744noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397010736775030608.post-59852203024222829802011-05-24T19:14:00.000-07:002011-05-24T19:22:49.500-07:00My little snickerdoodlesThis week, thing one and thing two will be 18 months old. A year and a half! Halfway to two! When did this happen? Was anyone gonna tell me? At the risk of sounding cliche, they really do grow up way too fast. Two weeks from yesterday Charlie will have her cast off and all these surgeries will be behind us. Davey runs like Prefontaine and climbs up on the couch to flip through books. It's too fast. It's just too fast.<br />
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Oh but they just keep getting prettier and funnier and prettier and smarter and prettier. They're just these balls of magic and curiosity and emotion and fingers and soft hair all wrapped up in shiny twine. I love them so.<br />
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In honor of my sweet, infuriating, wonderful balls of twine, I wanted to make a tasty half birthday treat. But one I could enjoy as well in the midst of my new 2/3 vegan diet. And then I stumbled upon a vegan blog so heavenly and inspirational. <a href="http://www.ohsheglows.com">Oh She Glows</a> has amazing recipe after recipe. And I highly recommend reading her background story, especially if your a mommy like me, who has battled weight issues post baby. <br />
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I found <a href="http://ohsheglows.com/2010/11/24/my-favourite-snickerdoodles/">this</a> awesome vegan recipe for snickerdoodles (an all time favorite) on the blog. The recipe cuts out animal product as well as a lot of sugar. And I can vouch that these cookies are sweet and crunchy and downright delightful. There's nothing about these cookies that tastes vegan. Cook them. I dare you.<br />
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I've adapted the recipe to use natural sugars instead of refined. For the original recipe go <a href="http://ohsheglows.com/2010/11/24/my-favourite-snickerdoodles/">here</a> :)<br />
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Snickerdoodles<br />
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Adapted from Oh She Glows<br />
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Ingredients:<br />
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1 cup whole wheat pastry flour (or all-purpose flour)<br />
1/3 cup raw sugar<br />
2 tbsp honey (or molasses or pure maple syrup)<br />
1/4 tsp cream of tartar<br />
1/2 tsp baking soda<br />
Pinch of cinnamon<br />
1/2 tsp pure vanilla extract<br />
1/2 flax egg (1/2 tbsp ground flax + 1.5 tbsp warm water)<br />
1/4 cup Earth Balance (or butter)<br />
Cinnamon sugar: 1 tbsp raw sugar + 1 tsp cinnamon, mixed together<br />
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Preheat oven to 375.<br />
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Directions: In a small bowl, mix the 1/2 flax egg. Set aside. In a medium sized bowl cream the sugar, Earth Balance (or butter), and vanilla until incorporated. Add in the flax egg and beat for about 60 seconds. In another bowl, whisk the dry ingredients together (cream of tartar, baking soda, flour, and pinch of cinnamon). Add the dry mixture to the wet mixture and stir well. Use your hands to knead together the dough. <br />
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Form cookie balls from the dough, roll them around in the cinnamon sugar mixture, and place them on a cookie sheet. Use a fork to flatten each ball.<br />
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Bake for 10-12 minutes. (If you want chewy cookies bake for 10 minutes and if you want crispy cookies bake for 12 minutes.) Cool for about 10 minutes. Makes 10 - 15 cookies.<br />
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Note: I have heard that you might be able to get away with substituting the cream of tartar and baking soda with baking powder. However, I have not tested this out myself. If you try this leave a comment and let me know how it worked out.Maggie Harrisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16592096078728328744noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397010736775030608.post-84298379410096188552011-05-19T21:00:00.000-07:002011-05-19T21:00:16.158-07:00"Blog the stress away"I've been beyond overwhelmed lately. And truthfully, a large majority of that feeling comes from trying to keep all these plates spinning per usual in an effort to give the illusion that I am just as strong as the next gal. What's funny about that is that so often I find myself frustrated with the lack of honesty amoung moms. So unwilling to admit, for most of us (ya know the ones of us who aren't vacuuming in pearls), to be a B- mom is sometimes (usually) the best week can do. It's not for a lack of trying for that A+. Although there are days where we haven't slept for a week, we haven't gotten past the shampoo part of our shower routine and the lack of conditioner is taking it's toll, we're covered in a drool/chewed up food/baby poop mixture that has made itself stain remover resistant...and the need to try for an A+ is nonexistent. But generally speaking, of all the moms I know personally, we're all trying our friggin hardest.<br />
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So let me be honest. Let me tell you that I'm completely in over my head these days. Let me share with you this neurotic, control freak personality that has taken over. My friend Sarah recommended that I blog the stress out. I figure by doing so at least one of three things will happen: 1. I will quite literally blog my stress away and feel immediate relief when I hit the "post" button, 2. I will have at least made myself relatable to other moms and we can collectively give ourselves a break, or 3. Someone will read this and send me a fat check to pay for some top notch therapy because I am a certified looney tune.<br />
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I feel like I wake up every morning with a good attitude. I'm a morning person. Getting up early and having a full day is something I enjoy. So having a sunny disposition each morning is something I'm totally capable of. But within an hour of the kids and I being up, two little faces are crying at me, needing me to do...something...I should know their cues better by now...and all this loud crying has made me forget my plan already. And it's only 7am. I spend the rest of my day grabbing for slippery limbs while I'm falling out of the impossible goal tree. By the end of most days I sigh and say to myself "well they went to bed with fingers and toes. I guess that's something."<br />
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But with Charlie in a cast there's this new stress. There's the stress of this third element. There's no room in our inn for it. But it's here regardless. After 18 months of our lives revolving around spica cast care and medical jargon and specialists, I'm over it. And then I'm greated with my old faithful friend guilt. All this me, me, me stuff. Am I in a cast? Have I had to relearn how to stand or sit up three different times? Have I undergone surgery 3 times in 12 months? Sure haven't. This BABY is showing me up in strength. And then sweet Davey takes a spill at my parents house this week and scuffs up that button nose I love. Because I wasn't looking. And I know accidents happen. And I am that mom that just wants their kids to be kids. And that means scrapes and bruises sometimes. But I guess I'm giving myself a hard time about it because I already fear that all this time weve spent focusing on Charlie and all this time we've sent him over to the grandparents house through all of this, is the beginning of a complex. I worry he won't know his value to me. What if he cries when one of his grandmothers hands him to me? I haven't been able to give him my full attention. And because if my lack of attention, he fell.<br />
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The good news is, I know I'm being irrational. The other good news is I obviously am over the top in love with my children.<br />
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But it's a lot right now. And today I just looked at them both and cried. I looked at that cast and that banged up face and thought, "I'm failing." Maybe that's too harsh. I'm not failing. It hardly seems like I'm doing great though. I keep joking to people that I can't go to the grocery store with both kids any time soon. If people already give me weird looks about one child in a cast, what will they think when the see two kids with ailments? We'll be Herman's hermits for the next couple weeks.<br />
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Ya know what EVERYBODY (not just moms -all of you)? Maybe there's something to be said for how hard we try. The amount of effort we put forth. Actions speaking louder. Maybe Davey won't have a complex about my lack of attention because when I DO see him, he is smothered to smithereens in hugs and kisses and "I love you"'s. Maybe Charlie will never care about her scars. Maybe she'll be a track star because she knows what it took to get her walking. Maybe all this B- work will still result in amazing, wonderful people. Judging by results from the last 18 months, they're gonna be awesome whether or not I condition my frizzball head. <br />
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I'm gonna always shoot for an A+. My kids deserve that effort. But I'm gonna work on accepting the fact that a B- is still above average. And that ain't bad.Maggie Harrisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16592096078728328744noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397010736775030608.post-77233140195601743552011-05-12T06:39:00.000-07:002011-05-13T13:36:37.778-07:00Sugar, aw honey honey...Pretty much since I found out I was pregnant two years ago (wow, I just realized I found out I was pregnant almost exactly two years ago today!), I've been, I guess, obsessed with having a better understanding of what's in my food. Ive had a greater desire for whole grain foods with natural ingredients and fresh...everything! While I did have the occasional moment of weakness during my pregnancy and since (ok I've been weak A LOT), I really made an effort to consider what I was eating and think about how it affected my body and the little birds in my tummy. <br />
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Now I'm not some extremist who wants to cut out all saturated, sugary, doughy goodness. I'm a girl born and raised in the south. Butter pretty much makes up it's own section on my personalized food pyramid. That being said, while I love the finer (fattier) things in life, it doesn't take much to realize how processed everything is. In a fast paced world convenient = processed, hydrogenated, chemicals. Am I even tasting real ingredients anymore? I guess it boils down to this: I want to taste real food. And I want to do my part in realizing my impact on the world and it's resources when I pick what I'm going to eat. I've taken on a 2/3 vegan diet for this reason, as well as trying to get those recommended 6 servings of fruits and vegetables. And most importantly, educating myself on food will help me enable my kiddos to make better food choices.<br />
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I'm also trying to cut out refined sugar. I'm a sugar addict. I could eat it all day. But being addicted could be the fault of refined sugar. So I'm replacing the processed white stuff with natural sweeteners like honey, molasses, and raw sugar. Again, I'm not an over the top extremist, so I will be using refined sugar when I make my grandma's sugar cookies at Christmas. <br />
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This morning I got up and I knew I wanted to bake. I came across <a href="http://smittenkitchen.com/2008/04/whole-wheat-apple-muffins/">this</a> recipe for Whole Wheat Apple Muffins on one of my favorite food blogs, <a href="http://www.smittenkitchen.com">Smitten Kitchen</a>. Perfect! The recipe calls for sugar, which I replaced with honey, and brown sugar, which I replaced with raw sugar. The outcome was moist,sweet but not too sweet, and so yummy. Plus it left my house smelling like apple cinnamon, which was the perfect cover up for those not so savory surprises my kids made me this morning. <br />
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<b>Whole Wheat Apple Muffins</b> (the unrefined version)<br />
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Adapted from Smitten Kitchen<br />
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Yield: 12 muffins, or in my case, 10 grown up muffins and 8 mini muffins for the wee ones.<br />
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1 cup (4 ounces) whole wheat flour<br />
1 cup (4 1/4 ounces) all-purpose flour<br />
1 teaspoon baking powder<br />
1 teaspoon baking soda<br />
1/4 teaspoon salt<br />
1 tablespoon cinnamon<br />
1/2 cup (1 stick, 4 ounces) unsalted butter, at room temperature<br />
1/3 cup honey<br />
1/2 raw sugar, divided<br />
1 large egg, lightly beaten<br />
1 cup (8 ounces) buttermilk or yogurt<br />
2 large apples, peeled, cored, and coarsely chopped<br />
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Preheat the oven to 450°F. Grease and flour 18 muffin cups and set aside.<br />
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Mix together the flours, baking powder, baking soda, salt, and cinnamon, and set aside. In a separate bowl, cream the butter and add the honey and 1/4 cup of the raw sugar. Beat until fluffy. Add the egg and mix well; stop once to scrape the sides and bottom of the bowl.Mix in the buttermilk gently. (If you over-mix, the buttermilk will cause the mixture to curdle.) Stir in the dry ingredients and fold in the apple chunks.<br />
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Divide the batter evenly among the prepared muffin cups, sprinkling the remaining 1/4 cup raw sugar on top. Bake for 10 minutes, turn the heat down to 400°F, and bake for an additional 5 to 10 minutes, or until a toothpick inserted into the center of a muffin comes out clean. Cool the muffins for 5 minutes in the tin, then turn them out onto a wire rack to cool completely.Maggie Harrisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16592096078728328744noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397010736775030608.post-19438366355050794032011-05-10T14:35:00.000-07:002011-05-10T14:35:14.548-07:00That's the way we get by...Charlie finally started crawling in her cast today! I honestly thought a couple of times that she might not do it in this cast. Charlie is one of the most determined baby I've ever seen, but this cast is considerably different from the others. And I guess we've been pretty lucky so far. In the first cast, she was taking off after 2 days home from the hospital. After the second surgery, it took about 5 days. The surgery was more extensive so we were prepared for that. Both casts from the previous surgeries had her legs somewhat in front of her with her knee slightly bent and one leg out from the knee down. Honestly it didn't change much about her crawling. She's never had full use of her legs. But this cast is more similar to the ones seen on babies with hip dysplasia. Her legs pulled out to the side. And she has a stabilizing bar to make sure her hip stays where it should. I may have mentioned before that she can't fit in her high chair or jumper. She can't stand in this cast either. So what do we do with her???<br />
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We throw her in the backyard!<br />
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Ok no we don't. I've been fortunate to find other spica cast blogs and have adopted some of their tips as well as coming up with things for us.<br />
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1. Yous about to get cut, Bumbo:<br />
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With a bread knife, I carved up this expensive piece of foam and adapted it to fit charlies cast. Works as a high chair, a snack chair, a way to sit up and play with toys or play in the yard. We even put it in the wagon to pull her around outside. <br />
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2. The Princess throne:<br />
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We've found that the best consolation to having to be limited in movement, is allowing Charlie to finally sit on the couch by herself like a big girl. With pillows surrounding her so she can reach her toys, we've found that she'll stay a princess for upwards of two hours.<br />
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3. An activity table:<br />
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Now if you can, get a simple first drawing table and it can serve as a table for everything. But we are limited to stores in our hood so this was what I could get. Still, Charlie can sit at it in her Bumbo and if she's playing on the floor the legs easily pop off and she can play with it on the floor.<br />
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4. Some other tips:<br />
-A box or book that's about 2-3" tall to put under the crib mattress. It makes the spica cast much more cOmfortable to sleep in.<br />
-Rolled up blankets. They will be your super best friend.<br />
-I lay Charlie across my lap with her head pointed down other the bathtub during bath time. I run the water high enough that she can splash her arms in it while I wash her hair with a cup. I stuff a towel around the edge of the cast to protect it from any water that runs off.<br />
-I mentioned this with the last cast, but a diaper cover will make you (and the earth!) much happier. Stuff one diaper in the cast and use the diaper cover to hold it in place. <br />
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And as a side note, Davey is pretty ok with all the new cast toys too...<br />
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We're one month from life without a cast! We're literally counting down the days!Maggie Harrisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16592096078728328744noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397010736775030608.post-6803351650239695412011-05-02T10:00:00.000-07:002011-05-02T10:00:13.538-07:00No place like homeWell it's done. Charlie's third and final surgery is over. And while having a child in a cast for the next 6 weeks is going to suuuuuuuck, we're all so unbelievably happy we're nearing the end. <br />
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The hospital stay was only 2 nights this time. We were so happy the fever she got after her last surgery didn't reappear. I put her in the car and we made a peaceful drive home on Thursday. Davey was staying with my parents and Joe was working so it was just me and Charlie. This of course meant a long nap in our quiet house and then some Gilmore Girls. But of course nothing ever goes according to plan...<br />
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Not 20 minutes into being home did Charlie develop a 102 fever which caused her to immediately throw up the milk she'd had on her way home. Parents, if you don't know this or are without common sense like myself, milk essential cooks in your kids stomach if they have a fever that high. The result is something out of a horror movie. Luckily with some pedialyte and good rest, the fever was nonexistent by Saturday. She's gone back to eating somewhat normally and every day she gets a little more coherent. Those were some serious drugs they used to put her under! It's taken 5 days to wear off! Her throat is still a little sore from the breathing tube but it's getting better also.<br />
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This new cast is what's really hard to get used to. With previous casts she could still fit into things like her high chair or her jumper. She could wear pants or leg warmest (which I always liked in order to avoid people seeing her in the cast and automatically assuming I pushed her down some stairs. Seriously, people have asked what I did to her. Nice.). She thankfully fits in the car seat we have, but I can see we're going to have to get creative. Part of the problem is that this cast has a bar across it in order to provide extra reinforcement. This leg was a lot more stiff and took a lot more work to get into the hip socket so it needed the extra help of the bar. <br />
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So far she enjoys her bouncy seat, the baby swing, and the beanbag chair. I highly recommend a beanbag chair to anyone who has to deal with a spica cast. It allows great support and lots of comfortable positions. We're looking into an activity table we can pull up to the beanbag chair. She could eat there, snack there, play with her blocks there. Joe went to the store today to try and find one. Maybe having a table will create the ideal opportunity to get Charlie drawing! I can tell she's going to be creative one way or another.<br />
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Today's the first day I'm home alone with both kids post surgery. I always tell people a spica cast is like another kid. It's a whole other being you have to take care of and work around. But so far, day one hasn't been too out of the ordinary. I think Davey enjoys being able to run free without Charlie in his way, and Charlie's still grogy enough that she enjoys sitting in her beanbag and just watching and playing with a few toys. Who knows how long this will last but I'm thankful for today. One day at a time is hands down the best way to do things.<br />
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Having beer is also a good way to do things.<br />
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So here we are. Surgery number three. I kinda hoped by this point we'd be pros at this. Our skins would be thicker, we'd be braver. More prepared for the stress. But I guess, when it comes to surgery on your child, it is NEVER easy. For some reason this third surgery is bothering me more. I guess I'm just drained at this point. I've tried to hold it together each time (I don't know that I've been great at it, but I've tried!), and I guess I'm officially tired of trying. Im just stressed, dangit.<br />
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Last night, of course, our power went out around 1am from a crazy storm outside. So Charlie was up and I brought her to bed with me. That was actually kind of a plus. But the power never came back on and we found ourselves rushing to get all of our stuff packed and together in the dark, by candlelight. Awesome. Parking was a nightmare when we got here. It took Joe an hour and a half to find a spot. We had to wait 3 hours for Charlie to finally go back for surgery. We're already fried and it's just the beginning.<br />
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But she's back in surgery now. It's the beginning of the last (fingers crossed) major surgery for her. And all of the craziness leading up to it will be a funny story years from now. It's always those stories with bad thing after bad thing happening, that make the best stories to tell over Thanksgiving dinner: "...and just when it couldnt get any more stressful, the power goes out..."<br />
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Charlie bird is one brave toaster:<br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhIy5SrKSs34caQ6UAL7X8yfuATDWGAaj0v-Xwqap7qWNRJLLkDnoWEU_VtVsWw0F4V2M4creDqhIOpFgljWjgJxm-CKL-bUmARzGEh-CNxEfHu-4Qy4F0su17GP-KviTCkNA0s3YKthlWU/s1600/IMG_0782.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" i8="true" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhIy5SrKSs34caQ6UAL7X8yfuATDWGAaj0v-Xwqap7qWNRJLLkDnoWEU_VtVsWw0F4V2M4creDqhIOpFgljWjgJxm-CKL-bUmARzGEh-CNxEfHu-4Qy4F0su17GP-KviTCkNA0s3YKthlWU/s320/IMG_0782.JPG" width="240" /></a></div>They're currently putting her right leg into her hip socket. This will require them to shorten her femur, shave down the ball joint so that it will fit in the socket, and then attach a metal plate to help keep it in place. Essentially the same process as last time. This leg is a little more stubborn in movement so the doctor estimates that it will be well into the evening before he's done. We're thinking about 8 hours. Could be less, could be more. Hopefully she won't have a fever like she did last time and we'll be heading home on Thursday. Crossing all fingers and toes for that.<br />
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It's stressful and it's sad and we're on edge and are completely beside ourselves knowing we just sent our little girl off to have this painful procedure done...but...and there is a really great "but" here...this is the surgery that should get her up and walking. Running, even.<br />
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As parents, we just do what it takes. It's not about us anymore. If its hard, if its tiring, if it feels like its just too much - oh well. Suck it up. Do what it takes. <br />
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We'll always do what it takes for our little babies. <br />
Anything for a baby like this:<br />
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One of my favorite things about having kids is how much they surprise you. Everyday with the surprises. And Easter was one of the best surprise days. They were perfection. Played nicely, ate nicely, were super low maintanence. Just enjoyed the back yard and the family time. I couldn't have asked for a better day with my kids and my family. And after the hard week my husband had the week before, it was nice the he had a day to just play bag-o with my cousins in the backyard, without stress or concern. I could see the tension in his shoulders start to release. It was great.<br />
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I've always loved that I have the big, loving family that I do. But I love it even more now that I know my kids will have that too. The traditions will continue. New life on Easter. That's pretty perfect.<br />
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It's sweet right? A mother and her child just laughing while they spend time together. Except apparently there's a problem because that child is a boy and the mother is painting his toes. WHAT?! Have things gotten this bad? I honestly wouldve never noticed anything "weird" about this ad at all had they not run this story this morning. The Today show had a child specialist on and a mother of a 7 year old boy who likes to wear dresses. I really appreciated what the mother said about how at first she didn't want her son to wear dresses because she didn't want him to be teased. But then she said she realized it's not about her. Man, that's it, isn't it? I have been trying to focus on this fact for some time now. I want my kids to be happy and healthy. And I want them to be who they want to be. <br />
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But that's giving J. Crew a lot of credit isn't it. I love that they ran this ad. But I love it because it's just a cute family picture. I dont think it was an intentional social message. When did things get this way? I remember on one of my first dates with Joe he pointed out that his toes were painted because his 6 year old niece asked if she could paint them. It wasn't a social message Joe was trying to make by letting her do that. He was just having a fun moment with a 6 year old.<br />
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It's out of control. We're so worried about bullying (and rightfully so) that we're letting the pendulum swing the other way to this other extreme. Kids, stay still, don't move, and no one will notice you to pick on you. Those bully kids out there are being bullies because they are so uncomfortable with themselves and differences they have withother kids that they're actually angry. That's what they're pushed to. <br />
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Just focusing on the reasonable perameters of right and wrong seems to be a better way to go about it. It's simple. It leaves more time for enjoying things. Like painting your kids toes.Maggie Harrisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16592096078728328744noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397010736775030608.post-12744677014426389242011-04-12T11:01:00.000-07:002011-04-12T11:04:58.478-07:00Let the sun shineDespite the looming sadness that's hanging over us right now, I can't help but truly enjoy this day. I wish you were all at my house right now, drinking peach tea on our front porch and listening to the peace that surrounds our house. I think that's the word that encompasses this day the best - peace. <br />
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It's definitely spring around here and despite all those April showers we've already had, there have been some sunny days like you wouldn't believe. I finally cleaned our porch off really well so that the kids could get outside and play. Our pediatrician said we should start letting the babies work with crayons and chalk because they developmentally have the dexterity. As an artist, this excites me no end. I don't want to wish that time would speed up, but I'd be lying if I said I'm not at the absolute edge of my seat, waiting for the days when Charlie wants to make fairy wands and draw cards for her grandmothers. I can't wait for Davey to make treasure maps of the holes he dug in the yard to bury goodies and to make him super hero capes to fly around the house in. My parents were so generous in sharing their love of creating and exploring. I'm just so thankful I'll get to do the same with these little ankle bitters.<br />
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In the meantime, we're just making little scribbles on the porch and running with wobbly knees through the grass. I enjoy every grass stained pair of pants and every scraped knee. They're evidence that my kids are just living a kids life. They're right on track. Just let the sun shine in.<br />
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David Aubrey George and his namesake, his Great Uncle George.<br />
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It's weird when people pass away, to me. Weird is a poor choice of words...let me explain. Death is tragic. No matter how you slice it. Expected, unexpected; a person you loved or a person you had a terrible relationship with - it's all pretty tragic. <br />
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Joe's beloved Uncle George passed away earlier this evening after a scheduled surgery. He was in recovery when things took a bad turn that ended with the worst. Uncle George was a man who's company I enjoyed only a few times in my almost two years of marriage to Joe. But in that handful of times, he made an overwhelming, instantaneous impression. Upon our first meeting he was, quite comfortably to me, my Uncle George. He was a man full of happiness and warmth like I've never seen and may never see again. I'm grateful for the all too brief glimpse of this great man.<br />
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About three weeks before the babies were born, Joe and I had a conversation driving home one night. He told me he wanted to name David after Uncle George. Uncle George and his wife, Aunt Donna, didn't have kids of their own. Uncle George always joked to Joe and his sister Beth that if they ever had children the boy should be named George and the girl, Georgina. It took no time at all for me to happily agree to add Uncle George's name to the name we'd already chosen for our baby boy. We were going to tell Uncle George at Christmas as part of his gift. Of course, Davey and Charlie came much sooner than that, but I don't think it mattered that it was Christmas or not. I think it meant the world to him on November 27th. <br />
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Davey is a happy, loving baby. A hugger by nature. It's hard to know if he'd be that way were he not named after someone with the same nature. <br />
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Death is weird. It's so incredibly heartbreaking. But here's the weirdest part about death: It's amazing at bringing people together. Since I heard this tragic news, my husband and I have exchanged some of the kindest words to each other, my sister in law and I have joked and laughed like we never have before, and I've felt like part of this family more than I already did. Death, like birth, brings us together. It makes us stop and take notice. The birth of David Aubrey George and sweet Charlie, made this same family stop and take stock in each other. My mother in law sat next to me on my hospital bed as she held the new baby with her dear brother's name. Charlie was named after her mother who we lost earlier that year. We never get too far in this family without something stopping us and making us say "I love you". For that we are richly blessed.<br />
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Charlie has her surgery first thing Friday morning. It's hard not to think, if you believe in that sort of thing, that god called on Uncle George to watch closely over our little bird. To make sure she's in the best care. Watched by one of his best angels. For that, I am most thankful. Thank you Uncle George, for protecting Charlie and for giving our Davey a name to live up to.<br />
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You are tremendously loved.Maggie Harrisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16592096078728328744noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397010736775030608.post-8485773888648594282011-03-29T12:48:00.000-07:002011-03-29T12:48:51.765-07:00I'm sprung on springI know, I know...I keep pointing out how bad I am about blogging and then I continue to be. What is that? At least I can say it's because I've just been hanging out more with the kiddos. Especially with the new spring weather that's been so incredibly kind to us. Long walks in the wonderful sunshine have started to replace blogging. And I mean, really...can you blame me?<br />
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We've also finally be scheduled for Charlie's final hip surgery. Wahoo! It's bittersweet. I'm so glad that this could potentially be the last surgery (besides a small surgery to remove the plates from her hips when she's about 4), and I'm so glad that starting this summer, we'll be making steps towards, well, steps! Charlie's steps! I assure you she will waste no time learning to do all the things her brother is already learning. I give it a month. The downside to all of this is the obvious - back to being in a cast. She did remarkably well in her last cast and only had to stay in it for 6 weeks as opposed to 10 like we originally thought. So we'll keep all fingers and toes crossed that we'll have the same luck again. Either way, this should be it. As hard as it is to see this beautiful little butterball with scars all over her sweet little legs and hips, I cannot tell you how amazing it will be when she starts walking. I can bet money that I will turn into a puddle at the sight of it. <br />
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April 15th is the surgery. I'll have to go down there alone. Joe's staying home with Davey on the actual day of the surgery and then coming down the day after to stay in the hospital with us. I've managed to keep it together moderately well through her last surgeries, but it could have been because Joe was there with me. Without him there, who knows how I'll be. Stronger? Weaker? It's stuff like this that makes you really thankful to have a partner. You know there's someone there to be the stronger person when you can't be. I have to say that I have one of the best partners. Ever.<br />
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With all of that said, I've really just been trying to let my new running baby, Diamond Dave, go free and my sweet little Charlie Bird enjoy her castless first days of spring time. All barefoot and dirty and wonderful. I can smell sweat in Davey's hair and Charlie's little knees are grass stained and scraped. It's insanely perfect.<br />
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April 15th is going to suck. There's no two ways about it.<br />
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Let's go play.<br />
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In other more baby related news, today we received our latest book from Grandma (my mom)! My mom's been sending books to the kids each month. As a retired librarian, if there's one thing she's going to make sure these kids have, it's going to be books and more books. I say bring it on! What I really love is that she's been mixing books from my childhood in with other, newer books. I love all of the books she's sent so far and we immediately read them as soon as they come out of the box. But when I see one from when I was a kid I'm almost teleported to a time when I was sitting and having it read to me. All of a sudden it's like there's three little kids huddled around this favorite book. We ALL can't wait to see what's on the next page! Today's book was one of those books from my childhood. A very important one. One I still have memorized.<br />
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Today we got Madeline.<br />
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Davey was taking a nap through all of this so Charlie got to be the first to read it. Hope she's not a total spoiler alert for her bro.<br />
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Today's been a pretty great day. I'm thankful that I had time to run and that my sweet babies slept the whole time and beyond. I'm thankful that my husband stayed in the house with them so I could grab that time to take care of myself. And I'm thankful for this skim milk string cheese I'm chowing down on. <br />
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There were some pictures I meant to put up with yesterday's post, but time got the best of me.<br />
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1. I started running again this week. I said I would and I did. It was great weather for it. Overcast and cool. I'd just loaded my phone with new songs and I was ready to go! I ran 3 miles in about 40-45 minutes. Nothing impressive by any means. But I did it. And I quickly learned it was too much too soon. I should've eased. I am currently walking around the house like a cowboy walking into a saloon. John Wayne makes that walk look cool. I, however, do not. But I'm going to keep going. Maybe slow down a bit, but I'm going to get in shape. I'm going to be fit and healthy. <br />
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2. I jumped on the hipster bandwagon and got an iPhone. That's probably not fair. EVERYONE who owns an iPhone is not a hipster. But iPhone's come with a certain reputation. However, when we found out we could switch cellphone providers and finally get cell service in the remote area where we live, we also found out we could get these snazzy phones for $50. DEAL! And, like all the rest of you iPhone rockin' dorks out there, I downloaded photo apps to play with. I'm no photographer, but it is a pretty fun use of time. Hey, who ever said there was anything wrong with stopping and taking a picture of something because you think it's beautiful, photographer or not? My grandfather was a wonderful photographer and my mother recently got into photography as well. So if nothing else, it's inherently enjoyable.<br />
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We took a walk today, down our pretty gravel road. If I ever need a reminder of why I live out here in the middle of nowhere, I just step outside, walk down my road, and realize I live on a little piece of quiet heaven.<br />
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Here's a little something because I like YOU and YOU and YOU...<br />
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<iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/iA32WggmIYo" title="YouTube video player" width="640"></iframe>Maggie Harrisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16592096078728328744noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397010736775030608.post-83788046057980843622011-03-01T12:08:00.000-08:002011-03-01T12:08:16.668-08:00Gotta keep'm motivated (ha! get it?)...So, if you didn't know this, having kids is amazing. It's beyond wonderful. Nothing gives you a greater sense of purpose. Nothing is more amazing. I never cared one bit about any of the steps another person took. But when Davey walks across the living room I point it out in great exclamation despite how many times he's done it that day. Amazed. That's me. And when Charlie does these things that I would find impossible given her inability to MOVE HER KNEES, I am once again amazed. My children, all children, are amazing.<br />
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With that said, every day that goes by I think more and more about my influence on them. Joe and I have been talking about whether or not we should buy a house near a "better" school system in another town. The house we're in now is his grandmother's and is bought and paid for (that means FREE). For me, my dream house has an attic room. But my dream house is also out in the country where you can actually see all of the stars and where cotton blooms and where things seem a little more...untouched. So I don't have an attic room, but I think I'd like to stay here. What about that "better" school system though? Is it better? True, the school closest to us is probably made up of lower income kids, but does that make education worse? My husband, his sister, my niece all went or go to these schools. And they're all enormously smart. And this is why - their parents. Their family. The people they grew up around. My influence on my children is not only as a rule maker or that lady that makes sure no one catches on fire. I have to be an educator as well. We read books now, and when they're older, we'll see natural history museums and go to historic landmarks in our area (and there are so many). I look forward to that.<br />
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But these past few weeks, an area of influence I've been very conscious of has been food and exercise. These kids keep growing and I'm lead to believe they won't stop. Say what? So I have to get real about the example I'm setting for my kids. I was really fortunate that my mother was so health conscious. Especially through my high school years. There wasn't a cookie, potato chip, or soda to be found in our house. That's not to say she didn't make divinity fudge with my sister every Christmas or buttermilk biscuits with molasses on Saturday mornings. We ate and we ate well. But then there's that college age freedom of getting to eat whatever you want (oh THAT'S where the phrase "freshman 15" comes from...) because mom's not around to make you eat baked salmon and broccoli for dinner. Totinos Party Pizza? I'll take four!<br />
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I've been fortunate enough to have a decent metabolism. I've never been overweight per se...but none of that really matters because at my very skinniest (which I am not at now) I was probably the most unhealthy I've ever been. And yes, I've lost most of my pregnancy weight, but most of that is due to stress or being too busy to eat. It's not from all that wonderful running and those kale smoothies I've been drinking.<br />
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I found <a href="http://inthelittleredhouse.blogspot.com/2011/02/running-101.html">this</a> today...perhaps by some divine force. Really I probably found it because I just click on link after link I find on favorite blogs I read. I've been looking for inspiration to run lately. My in laws have a treadmill along with some other equipment and I keep telling myself I'm going to go workout over there every day while the kids nap and Joe can watch them. But really, I'd rather run outside. Spring is starting to make it's way into our every day life and it's made everyone so overjoyed, including myself. There's no better way to celebrate that than running outside in it. There's even a newly paved road a little ways down from us. Perfect for running. And for days I want a challenge, we live on a gravel road, perfect for extreme running. <br />
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So this is me making a public declaration: I have been inspired (thank you <a href="http://www.inthelittleredhouse.blogspot.com/">the little red house</a>). I will start running every day. I will make time for it. I will teach my kids to make time for their health and well being. I will feed them and play with them and teach them to treat themselves like the phenomenal, walking, beating the odds, amazing children they are. <br />
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Let's go!!!Maggie Harrisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16592096078728328744noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397010736775030608.post-13868074391555513952011-02-24T15:02:00.000-08:002011-02-24T15:02:49.467-08:00Things I love (adore even...)<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">1. Bread crust crowns. Davey is the sandwich king!</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">2. This face of Charlie's. She's been going through expression phases. She's so animated. Last week it was opening her mouth as wide as she could. This week is scrunching her face up really tight. Funny girl.</div><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">3. Charlie is the messiest eater and Davey keeps his food organized. Does that seem backwards? They break stereotypes. Don't put'm in a box.</div><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">4. My dreams are coming truer everyday. Look at that curly hair. Little corkscrews all over. Davey has the nice neat curly while Charlie's are as wild as she is. Im so in love.</div><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">5. Miss Priss bunny I made yesterday. She is modeled after my vision of what Charlie will be at 3. Although I have a feeling she'll be far from prissy given the previous photos in this post...</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgmK47INLC2uQ8-lcGfqafrzgjecI5EX_sS-6EzAyAFIEEACTGTWEHu5Vi-y2f7dh_yigXOH6_rQIMRhhY8B-2m0sTCAAGtBH2kvPV9JrY9v4sTQ4AlwdjEYI-qjXB9j1uX4GLUqFbhu6_1/s1600/DSC07225.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="213" l6="true" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgmK47INLC2uQ8-lcGfqafrzgjecI5EX_sS-6EzAyAFIEEACTGTWEHu5Vi-y2f7dh_yigXOH6_rQIMRhhY8B-2m0sTCAAGtBH2kvPV9JrY9v4sTQ4AlwdjEYI-qjXB9j1uX4GLUqFbhu6_1/s320/DSC07225.JPG" width="320" /></a></div>Maggie Harrisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16592096078728328744noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397010736775030608.post-49327344248327467482011-02-24T12:12:00.000-08:002011-02-24T12:12:54.365-08:00When it rainsThat expression has a way of being true so often in my life. Yesterday it happened both literally and figuratively. Not every day can have the perfect stride. Truth be told, I've been pretty blessed with good day after good day here lately. After a weekend with their grandparents (both sets) both of the babies were separated from us and from each other and they both had their batteries recharged by the time they got home. Suddenly a flow came back to our home. With 15 month olds, most of the days of being up every night are gone. There's teething still and baby mares (not baby horses, nightmares...ha!) and the occasional midnight poo that Charlie is just not cool with. But all in all those moments have passed. Still, to have two consecutive weeks of straight good behavior, consistent 2-3 hour naps every day and consistent 11-12 hours of sleep each night, I'd say I've hit something of a jackpot. So the universe was due to balance itself out.<br />
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I mean it wasn't my worst day (reference that day I went to Jackson for Charlie's brace). And they still took a 3 hour nap. But they were so cranky when they were awake! Davey seems to be going through a fussy period which could be growth spurt stuff or teething stuff or Charlie's all up in his face stuff. Either way he whined like a champ yesterday. And when I wouldn't let him throw all of the dvd's off of their shelves, he tore my "ABC"'s off of the wall and ripped them up. It's pushing it to think a 15 month old did this on purpose. But I think he might have. There was biting and crying and milk spilled every where. It was hard to keep up. Meanwhile I was dealing with our new cell phone company who have dragged us through the mud for a solid 2 weeks now and I still have no cell phone in my hand. I'm not good at being aggressive or angry. But I may have mastered it yesterday. I finally get that joke from Community about Britta being "the AT&T of people". TOTALLY makes sense. <br />
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When I just couldn't get the kids to chill, I put them in the stroller and started off on a nice walk down our hill. And of course as soon as I got to the bottom of our hill a sudden down pour came out of no where. Have you ever pushed a double stroller with twins (about 50lbs all together) up a steep gravel hill while running? Me either. It sucks. I feel like I probably don't even have to tell you that.<br />
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But I got them fed and bathed and in the bed by 7pm, I let JLo on American Idol make me cry even though I swore after I saw Selena in 9th grade that I wouldn't let her do it again, and I ate my sugar free Jello Pudding (I know...I live the coolest life). I got in bed at 9pm, fully ready to let go of this day and start over tomorrow. But in true the universe hates me fashion, 11pm - Davey screaming bloody murder which wakes up Charlie who starts screaming bloody murder and 2 and a half hours later I finally am able to drag myself back to bed. This doesn't happen often anymore and after last night, I am kissing and hugging and thanking my babies for that. It sucks worse than that gravel hill thing.<br />
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Today is a new day, however. And while the weatherman predicts a huge thunderstorm this evening, things around here are pretty swell. My kids are in a great mood after a fat nap and a big lunch and since I've pushed naptime a little later in the day, we can now coast for the next 4 hours before dinner, bath, bed. And it's Thursday, dudes. That can only mean one thing - MY SHOWS, mane. My shows. <br />
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Yep, today it might rain, but we're staying nice and dry.Maggie Harrisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16592096078728328744noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397010736775030608.post-92100684621565008202011-02-17T14:44:00.000-08:002011-02-17T14:44:25.743-08:00Crafty thangI've been a bad blogger, man! But in my defense I've been (once again) sick with some horrible looming sinus crud while also trying to enjoy this recent miracle that came to us in the form of sunny, 70 degree weather this week. On top of that, I've been really trying to stock up my apron inventory as well as other items for other stores. That's a pretty good defense, yeah?<br />
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I don't want to wish time or winter away, but I guess I'm officially joining the masses now that I know what I've been missing. This week has been nothing short of beautiful. Today is a little cloudy but its still springy. We've gone walking everyday (in fact I think we'll go again right after I post this). The kids have been sleeping better, having lost their cabin fever. I've seen daffodils pondering the idea of making an early appearance. There's one just outside our screened porch that's been keeping me in suspense all week. <br />
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In the meantime I've got these to satisfy any spring flower cravings:<br />
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My husband loves me. Or at least he did on Monday!<br />
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Anyway, on to the craftyness. Apparently my itch for spring inspired some of my fabric choices. Also, I had a 50s-60s type thing going on when I was shopping for fabric the other day. Who knows where these things come from. I just know what I like.<br />
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The full apron might have to stay home with me. At least long enough for me to make an apple pie.Maggie Harrisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16592096078728328744noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397010736775030608.post-63020694402617300652011-02-11T06:25:00.000-08:002011-02-11T06:25:17.183-08:00Hard knock lifeEh, that's a wee bit dramatic. It is not a hard knock life, this life I've got. But for all the "how do you do it with twins?" questions I get, I have to admit, having twins is not the hard part of being a mom. Or a stay at home mom, anyway. The hard part is the lack of socialization with other adults. I moved from Memphis, TN to little tiny Cascilla, MS because I had this desire to strip myself away from over socialization (that and the desire to be close to Joe as soon as humanly possible). I was one of those people who checked their phones for text messages non-stop. To the point that everyone pointed it out all the time. I felt nervous when I was alone. I was always out, doing something, no matter how tired I was or how early I needed to get up the next morning. It got to the point where I was late all the time and I was becoming this social monster that couldn't live without "something" to do. I made myself busier than I ever needed to be and completely surrendered my sanity. So it's weird now that I'm on the opposite end of that pendulum.<br />
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I don't want my old life back. Let me just make that clear. I love where I live, I love my husband and my kids, I still see friends from time to time. Life as it is, is good. But life can be good and hard at the same time, ya know? It's hard to be inside my head all day. I spend the entire day with two (beautiful) little people who can't talk. And even if they could, they'd hardly be the people I vented my frustrations to. Or talked to about stuff...adults talk about, seeing as how they are not adults and won't be for awhile. It's easy to let demons in my head because it's hard to keep my head busy. As a creative person, I can create all kinds of stuff in my mind and send myself into an absolute frenzy. It's not good. And I feel like I'm losing control of it sometimes. In all the time I spent preparing myself for sleepless nights and dirty diapers and even the things I didn't prepare for, like Charlie's surgeries, I never even thought about how absolutely lonely being a stay at home mom can be. You're so busy the whole day. You never really stop moving and doing. Still, it is completely lonesome. I find it makes me more paranoid and emotional. I'm not a fan of that.<br />
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That is, in part, why I wanted to start this blog. As a means of having someone to talk to. Some days it's hard to find the time to even write, but it's nice to have that place to channel things. <br />
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I was watching one of my new favorite shows, Raising Hope, the other night and in the episode, Jimmy, a single dad and the main character, is talking about how hard it is to be social when you've got a kid. You pretty much have to socialize with other parents because they're the only ones that truly understand what this life is like and the only ones who actually do want to talk about babies non-stop (I find friends who don't have kids can only be good sports about hearing about your kid teething for so long).<br />
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Here's the <a href="http://www.fox.com/raisinghope/full-episodes/">episode</a> if you've got free time and you life to laugh.<br />
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I'm just glad I'm not the only one.Maggie Harrisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16592096078728328744noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397010736775030608.post-69594852893430274192011-02-10T11:04:00.000-08:002011-02-10T11:04:15.608-08:00Snow and Ice and everythings NIIIIICE<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">This winter has easily given us Mississippi folks the most snow I've ever seen in my entire life. This includes two major snows, both with 6-8" of snow! It's been pretty major. Of course, given that we don't get a lot of snow and given that a lot of our snow is less powder and more ice, the snow has lost its magical effect on most everyone down here. I certainly look forward to the spring like everyone else. I look forward to getting the kids out of the house and onto some swings at the park. I look forward to the kiddie pool in the summer and using the screened in porch more. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
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Oh what fun it is...Maggie Harrisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16592096078728328744noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397010736775030608.post-50742198324415391032011-02-04T11:36:00.000-08:002011-02-04T11:36:20.464-08:00Break out the Kleenex...If you have a baby, or one on the way, or none at all, it's still heartbreaking to hear about a baby going through surgery. Having to witness some of the things Charlie has had to go through with her condition has been really tough. We're halfway done with only one more corrective surgery to go. And we're so happy for that. Still, we see the scars (there's four, all very painful to look at) everyday, with every diaper change or bath. We see what our baby, this little tiny, wonderful baby girl, has had to endure. It's tough. I can't lie, Joe and I get emotional about it still. But she toughs it out every day. She makes US look like the babies. She's so strong. I read about my friends who have 10 month olds who are already starting to walk and I see videos of their babies taking first steps. I'm so happy for all of my friends and their walking babies! It's wonderful to see. But I don't envy them either. Instead I just watch my girl, knowing all she's been through and what she's got left, and I can't help but tear up in...I don't know...admiration I guess, when I see her take even the smallest steps...<br />
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It's important to just be happy with who YOU are, with what YOU can do, and to know that YOU, just like Charlie, are capable of strength and abilty beyond what you can even imagine. Push it, believe, don't dream it, be it.<br />
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Thank you, Charlie and Davey both, for inspiring me.Maggie Harrisonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16592096078728328744noreply@blogger.com3